February 2010
24 posts
damn.
thanks for blowing up my friends phone. now ihave no choice but to but to talk to your weak ass. im making myself fall out of love with you, quick fast and in a hurry.
:)
feels good not respond or return your calls.
January 2010
12 posts
yup.
“ignoring works.” - brianna holmes.
ifucks w/her the long way. lol
hopefully ican do it. :)
again.
once again, im going to bed diasppointed in you. its okay, only person that loves me is God anyway. hopefully ill be okay with that one day.
formspring.
is the ruin of all things good. but what happens in the dark comes to light. :)
of course.
you didnt call me back. its cool though, iguess ihave no choice but to get over you. so this weekend, im wilin’ out. fuck it. its my time.
9:17 a.m.
maybe its time. who really knows? ididnt mean to hurt you, im not sure if you meant to hurt me,
but maybe, just maybe, its not meant for us to be.
maybe theres no more we.
just you and i.
separate, existing on our own.
what happened to yesterday
when all the pain from that tomorrow
was ushered away
by the words we exchanged
and the tears, heavy in our hearts
that were supposed to begin...
january 25. 1:21 a.m.
iLOVE being at school and partying with my friends. but what iloved more, was you. but idont think you love me the same. so if you cant love me me anymore, iguess ill have to take over from here. iremember what it was like to love me soo much and not need you, or anyone for that matter. but ithink im headed down that path again. im on to such a bright future, icant allow ANYONE to dim my light. :)
january 7th. 7:37 p.m.
iknow, iknow. imissed a few days, but im bck on track. felt like ihad nothin to say. but on the 4th, igot my first tattoo. it says agape. soo exciting! im really happy with it. ihave to say, iwas a little afraid of possibly regretting it. but currently, ilove it. lol im hoping that every morning when iget up and see it, iwill be constantly reminded of GODS unconditional love. bc no matter what,...
january 4th. 1:12 a.m.
church was cool. movies was fun. avatar was pretty good, but different than how ipictured it to be in my mind. but on to a different note. this is the last full week ihave in sac before ileave for atl. bittersweet. what makes this town is my friends. ilove my fam, but when they begin to be too much, my friends come and rescue me. im really gonna miss them. im supposed to try to see the last group...
New Year.
so, ihavent had a post since the first one idid when istarted tumblr. but, its a new year, so hopefully ican keep a promise to myself and write more. I write when ihave strong emotions, but never to express what’s in my mind when things are going good. and you would think someone who thinks so heavily about EVERYTHING would write more, but ihavent. So, last year had SO many ups and downs all...